An Interesting Trigger @ Diane's自己的房間

An accident may be a interesting trigger for something that completely beyond your imagination.

Like me, I am sitting in the library, fully 'enjoy' the resourses provided by my school--the computer, the laser printer, the lights, the desk and chair, the books which I need them thristly for completing my first individual long essay in this full-time masters course... and.........

I have NO CHOICE but have to type in English ONLY!!

Haha, because here is not my room and this is not my laptop... so that is what I have to compromise with the reality in my world now. However, so far so good, I found out that I can be far more strong than I predict, I promise, actually just like forcing myself to get this job done as fast as I can... maybe, if I am able to do evrything about this in my room, I cannot do it as efficiently as what I am now.

And it is not bad also because it is a good chance to improve my English unwittingly! I have to use English only to express what I am thinking or doing, not for my essay but with whom wanna contact with me via internet as well... so I should feel happy instead of the deep depression caused by the accidental 'lost' happened last week...

My Taiwanese old friend Momo just said 'hi' and 'happy Valentine's Day' to me through MSN around 10 mins ago... oh, I almost forgot this day... whatever, staying in the library, listening to the 'folkalley.com' (my favourite online radio), with my diet coke and a pile of books/journals surrounding me and keeping working, 'this is my way to ''celebrate'' this day.....' I replied... of course in English.

I don't have a lover so that I don't have any reason and motivation to enjoy any celebration for this day, even to remember or take importance on its existence!!! But at least I love myself, I am so lucky that I don't have to be cynical about if my lover will love me for sure and for good! And I ensure that I am always trying very hard to follow my will and get a life as my what I want. This is maybe the best gift which I send to myself on this day, in which that all women around the world are looking forward receiving a gift with true and warm love.